The Amateur Writer

Fresh from my trip in Sungai Buloh, I have possibly weigh a couple kgs heavier than before. The thing about staying at the Mior Azli's condo, you cannot help but to EAT. The place is so cold (by Malaysian standard lah) and the only way to warm yourself up is to stock up on fats to warm your body.


In a way, using this reason to eat tons of fatty unhealthy food is legit. :)


As much as I respect my siblings, I hate to point out that living with Adam (ALONE!) can very much be the worst mistake you could have ever made. He is such a bore. He almost have zero ability to hold a conversation and when he sees the PS2, you can pretty much consider yourself invisible.


But of course la, that doesnt stop myself from playing oso. Though I can never go over the 2 hour time frame. *sigh*


Although there are one of those very few games that can capture my full attention. And you can catch me playing it for hours and hours...


I'm currently finishing up this game (FINAL BOSS BATTLE BABY!):

The other day, while I was enraptured with the game-I met with a wall during the climax of the plot. Realizing that I forgot to bring my phone (million bonks to the head!!!) I frantically called everyone I know (those that I have their numbers memorized lah) using Adam's phone to call Shira.

Like Shaza, Shira is another bestie of mine. In fact, she's my partner-in-crime. Shes the only person who can make me go apeshit crazy. So yeah, I would totally jump off a building if its with her. :)

Anyways, she is also my buddy when it comes to this anime/video games thang. And she's playing Persona 4 too!!!!!!!! SO I called her and she went up online to find the solution for meh (so nice i know~!).

After my overly dramatic episode of which Adam described as "screaming like a crazy fat monkey", I found myself reminiscing times where I was 14 (Shira, 13) and was playing this:

Oh how we would call each other at odd times (like b4 showering, eating, during the game playing) and just simply blab,boast,brag,etc...about our latest level-gaining and completed this mission and so on. Yeah we shared a few tips here and there but during those days, we were really competitive. Not now la since we're in different fields and doing different things.

*sigh* Good times.

Neways, I'll be graduating tomorrow and expect my post on that and pictures too!!

BYE CIMP!!!! :)

Screw my last entry. Seeing these made me feel an awful LOT better.

The trip to Penang which I looked forward to for many months turned out to be disappointing for me.

At certain moments there, I actually wished Im in class (namely World Issues class) learning stuff like privitization of water or the Falum Dafa. Weird I know. Maybe because the time there was that BAD. =_=

Yes, I managed to complete my short term goal of single-handedly drove from Shah Alam to Penang.

But I didnt expect to catch a cold there.

And have my scoliosis acting up.

And be in super awkward moments with relatives that I havent seen in ages.

Now I'm just in a BAD mood.

But I feel slightly better la now that I'm back in Shah Alam. Oh my favourite city how I love you so~!

Luckily I'm getting some R&R time (more like supa-geeky time!) tomorrow as I'm going to stay at the condo my family have up in Sungai Buloh with my brother. Just the two of us this time as the rest of the family are busy with their stuff. Let the video games and junk food infested marathon begin!

Gah, I miss my friends terribly. :(

At 1.35 pm today, I finished my last paper of finals, World Issues. For the past few days, I've been doing nothing but study on my world issues subject since as you all know, my super unproductive day EVAR had caused a major mental block when I sat for my Malaysian Studies paper.

I think it is already a known fact about my feelings towards CIMP. That stands for Canadian International Matriculation Program btw. For me, CIMP and I have always have this love-hate relationship but I'd like to say its more on hate. But you see, the thing with endings you cannot help but have this flood of memories that wash over you and make you realized how its not really that bad after all. Okay, I might not have the most swell time there but CIMP changed me and it changed my complete outlook towards certain things. And I am forever grateful for that.

After we finished our last paper today, all of us just embraced each other and say our farewells and stuff. I know I'm never going to see them again (since I'm not planning to stay in Sunway College for my degree) but I had the most enjoyable time in World Issues class. Theres my Yangness group (me, ayesha, darwin and jimmy) which we did a group hug where I'm really happy about(!), papi, saad, KENNY!!!!, hakeem, yanita, peng, bonang, sayuri and the list goes on. Judging from the names you can tell that we all come from totally different backgrounds but in that class, we all just unite (well, fight most of the time :p)!

So yeah, June 5th will be my graduation ceremony where I will be receiving my diploma so hopefully I have pics to post up here.

To my relatives who are attending Wan Yone (or Yone as most of you call her)'s wedding this weekend, am looking forward to see you all!

Ta!

Finished my first paper today.


It annoys the hell out of me when I know the answer but the word can never come out. That exact words...



Oh well, lets just hope I still get an A and possibly be on honor rolls. (Nerd Alert!)



Kenny, I feel like killing you right now. The fact that you're a nice guy made the probability of killing you higher.



93%?!



Seriously. There goes my dreams of pwning World Issues. I only get 91%...



I went to Shaza's place today only to find Sara there! Whaddaya know...



We had a long talk about me as usual (feeds the ego yknow?) on how I have more girls finding me attractive (get your minds out of the gutter please) compared to the guys. I mean, the girls are more verbal about.



I think I have to make a point to the world that I am at the age where forming relationships are a possibility that I take seriously. Not that I never thought of it in school, just not as serious as now.



My problem: Apparently I give the impression to the guys that I dont need em. Meaning, I look too independent and not needy. Okay needy is not good but guys have these massive egoes that made them think that they should be in power and I'm just simply too intellectually intimidating. I can come off as too outspoken, direct and opinionated. Basically what Shaza and Sara are trying to say is that...I'm too aggressive. THERE! I've said it! Sheesh.



But I can already imagine what kind of person I want to be with and so far none of the guys I've met fit the bill. Thats what I told them but of course, it sounded like an excuse. Shaza told me that I should open up my prospects and make the guys look at me as a potential. Just because I'm not interested in them does not mean I should turn them off. (=_=)



Of course after this remark I got defensive and brought up their issues with guys.



First things first, the sisters do NOT have problems with guys. They're like this major guy magnets.



Sara's problem: Over excessive flirting and scandalous affairs with people's boyfriends made her confused on which guy she actually likes. To her, every guy is a potential. She's such a manipulative fox that she needs a guy who is as manipulative as her. Apparently the opposite sex cannot be as manipulative when they're in the prescence of SARA!



Shaza's problem: Indecisiveness. The trait I hate the most in her. Model. Seventeen's Covergirl. Popular. Nice. Every guys' dream girl and she has the mankind bowing at her. Her demands are not over the top, it's practically normal really. She didnt ask for a Chace Crawford (although one would be nice) and guys dig that. Too bad she cannot make up her mind about entering a relationship because shes afraid it might not work?



After addressing our own issues, Sara came out with a new metaphoric ideology (wtf?) to explain our situations.



Me: I am like jumping into a pool. Where the water is crystal clear and I can see wat I want, only my range is so small...its nearly impossible. Basically, I'm not spontaneous enough. I need to open up and let different people who doesnt fit my criteria but might bring something new that can make me interested...? Huh?





Shaza: Like jumping into a lake. A bit murky and range is bigger. She cannot make up her mind.





Sara: Like jumping into the sea. Massive range and a lot of different people with potential. Its deep and dark so its all about try and error. Its really hard to settle down when you're Sara. Everybody is a potential!





So yeah, thats my epiphany of the day!





Disclaimer: The following picture belongs to PostSecret and credits should all be given to them.

*Gasp. Giggle. Rollover.*

Oh so scandalous!

Ta!

I'm sitting for my Interdisciplinary Studies paper this monday and I just wasted the whole day of supposed studying. But I DID attempt to study so that counts....I think.

Here is my almost detailed schedule of the day~!

7.10am - Mama called (as in using the cellphone) from downstairs to wake me up and suruh send my sisters to school.

7.45 am - Arrived home from sending sisters to school

8.00 am - Listened to Fly.fm's radio discussion on American Idol

8.10 am - Concluded that Kris's victory is actually a conspiracy and right away texted Shira about the said conspiracy

8.15 am - Realized that I have other important things to worry about.

8. 17 am - Look for my text book and notes so that I could start studying

8.20 am - Found my stuff only to be confused about my notes.

8.22 am - Texted Ayesha to ask what is coming out on the exam since apparently I cant even understand my own handwriting

8.30 am - With textbook in hand, I turned on the computer

8.35 am - Downloaded Soul Eater's last episode. Told myself that I'm going to watch this first b4 I start studying.

9.00 am - While SE is downloading, went downstairs to find food with textbook in hand

9.15 am - Attempted to read while eating. Failed miserably.

9.25 am - Mama suruh run errands for her. Told her I will do so after I shower.

9.26 am - Mama thoroughly explained the importance of me completing these errands = I should get my fat arse showered and do it pronto!

9.27 am - Sighed

9. 30 am - Complained about the weather at Mama and she agreed. It's TOO HOT!!

9.32 am - Made my way up to my room.

9.35 am - Played around with Facebook

9.45 am - Finished doing like ten quizzes on Facebook (Note: I have my textbook in front of me the whole time)

10.00 am - Watched Soul Eater

10.30 am - Finished Soul Eater! :)

10.32 am - Made mental note to text Ms Nancy to ask for current mark in World Issues class

10.35 am - Showered

10.45 am - Received orders from Mama about the errands

10.47 am - Drove to pasar Section 6

10.50 am - Bought two chickens and watched them get chopped

10.55 am - Bought Kosmo and NST

11.00 am - Read newspaper in car.

11.15 am - Pondered about the Perak issue since its coming out for the exam

11.17 am - Cursed the Malaysian Government =_=

11.20 am - Made my way to the dry cleaners to send Abah's laundry

11.30 am - Play with Ginger

11.31 am - Ginger tried to launch his fury swipes attack on meh but FAILED! :p

11.35 am - Asked Mama about the Perak issue and she told me about Zamry being the MB of Perak

11.36 am - Expresses my dissatisfaction towards the Malaysian Government to mama.

11.37 am - Asked which court did Zamry appealed to since Nazir got the OK from the High Court. Wondered how can other any other court coud overruled the High Court's decision.

11.38 am - Got ignored.

11.40 am - Made my way up to my room and read like two paragraphs of the textbook.

11.43 am - Expresses her dissatisfaction over the American Idol results on Facebook

11.50 am - Mama asked me to cut her hair coz its too long now

12.15 pm - Finished cutting Mama's hair. Teased her how she looked like Prof Snape

12.20 pm - Mama complained that her hair was uneven so asked me to trim it. Trimmed her hair in my room and now its all hairy.

12.24 pm - Found out it was a ploy of getting me to vacuum my room.

12. 30 pm - Finished vacuum-ing my room and was upset that I didnt get any studying done :(

12.35 pm - Fetched Aya and Ina from school

12.37 pm - Hear Aya complained how hard the Bio paper.

12.38 pm - Asked her to shut up, resulting into a fight

13.00 pm - Arrived home

13.15 pm - Ate lunch while watching TV

13. 17 pm - Reasoned to myself that I should start studying

13. 20 pm - Found out that Moulin Rouge is on at Star Movies

13.22pm - Saw Ewan McGregor and got stuck watching it

14.15 pm - Cried when Nicole Kidman died

14.30 pm - Surfed the net while studying

15.00 pm - Downloaded Kris Allen's Heartless and Adam Lambert's Cryin

15.15 pm - Eyes grew heavy

15.20 pm - Decided to read about the Malaysian Constituion on the bed, figuring it would be more comfortable rather than studying sitting up

17.00 pm -Woke up from Mama calling me to follow her pick up Ina and Aya from tuition

17.03pm - Convinced her in the car that I was INDEED studying

17.04 pm - She didnt believe me, said I was too quiet

17.15 pm - Fetched Aya

17.30 pm - Fetched Ina

17.40 pm - Arrived home

17.50 pm - Watched some random stuff on the net

18.15 pm - Transferred all the stuff I downloaded into my Mp3 Player

18.30 pm - Sang along to Kris Allen's version of Heartless while waiting for Adam

18.45 pm - Sang all the way home. Thought I was pretty good since Adam didnt complain

19.00 pm - Studied

20.00 pm - Drove the sibs to their Kendo class with the parentals in tow

20.30 pm - Arrived at Shah Alam Mall with parents

20.35 pm - DVD shopping with Abah

20.40 pm - Made my way across the DVD shop to the tudung shop where Mama was at, and got two scarves.

21.00 pm - Hung out @ Old Town's

21.10 pm - Food arrived and talked about my plans after CIMP

21.20 pm - Texted Ms Nancy about my results

21.22 pm - Asked Abah about the Perak Issue

21.23 pm - Got ignored

21.25 pm - Complained about Malaysia

21.27 pm - Mama said I should just be a politician then. Later she took it back saying that I will not have any privacy

21.35 pm - Rushed to fetch the sibs from their Kendo class

22.00 pm - The sibs finally emerge!

22.10 pm - The sibs boasted about themselves (vainity apparently runs in the family) in the car

22.10 pm - Arrived home.

22.13 pm - Played with Ginger

22.20 pm - Exchanged Kris Allen's songs with Aya

22.30 pm - Laundry duty

22.35 pm - Annoyed Ginger for fun

22.50 pm - Started writing this blog entry

SO yeah, thats how my day went. >_<

I WILL STUDY TOMORROW~!!!!!!!