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Yang Safia On Thursday, July 11, 2013
This is another overdue post but I had an opportunity to visit Pulau Ketam for a school visit during my internship. I was pretty oblivious to its existence and I've heard stories from my mum and colleagues about the place. Remote, dirty and language barrier are some of its descriptions. I refrained from any judgements and was pretty much all-in for this little adventure. My friend, Yin Li and I had to make it for a class at 10AM so the journey started quite early. I'm not very familiar with the KTM/LRT system  in Malaysia (because I'm ignorant like that) and we had to take a train to Port Klang (which I've never been to) so it was quite...an experience for me. I freaking enjoyed the whole journey to be honest. I really felt like a Malaysian for just going off quite spontaneously to travel to a place no one I know have been to. Sometimes I feel it is way better to get to know one's own home country and really discover the essence of your home than go travel some place foreign.

So after the train ride, we had to take an hour ferry ride to the island. It literally felt like I was in a foreign country once I stepped onto the ferry. There was a 90s Chinese karaoke song blasted and the overall vibe was very....exotic. Even Yin Li described the whole experience as if we're somewhere in the small islands in China. I'm not sure whether they are small islands in China but it really felt like that!




I may or may not had fist pumped to this song.


Myabe because I was under heavy meds that I felt we were seriously ballin' on the ferry ride. =_=


 A town on stilts.




Pulau Ketam is a fishing town/village(?) mainly populated by the Chinese community. Most people there can't speak Malay or English so Mandarin is main register here. Small alleyways such as the picture above populate the island and the best way I can describe this place is quaint. I really like the atmosphere and the place is actually really nice. It doesn't smell as bad as I thought it would be. Garbage disposal is a big issue here but I can see that there are community efforts to clean up the island on every other weekend.





Underneath the stilts are nothing but garbage. :(


There are a total of 4 Fellows at the only high school on the island. I managed to meet up with Priscilla, Mildred and Ken Ming and sat in for Priscilla's English class.













Cheeky kid is cheeky.





The biggest concern for the students in Pulau Ketam is definitely getting them interested in pursuing education in general. Seeing that most of them have never left the island and being totally separated from the outside world, most students aren't speakers of Malay and English. Realistically if they were to pursue other career opportunities, they aren't eligible due to these basic requirements. From a parents perspective for these kids, they don't see the need for their children to pursue higher learning because they can always continue the businesses they already own on the island. For the parents, as long as the kids can attain basic skills such as numeracy skills that are good enough to know how to balance the books for their business then it is good enough.

 Another thought that may come to your mind is how can these kids sit for SPM if they aren't fluent in Malay or English. The reality is well...most of them don't sit for SPM. Out of 200 SPM candidates in the school, only 12 of them sat for exam.

I don't want to end this post with such a sad fact but the one thing that this trip has taught me is to see beyond the bubble that I live in. The life and challenges that Malaysians who live outside of Kuala Lumpur are so different. Sometimes I find it infuriating how selfish some of us can be to assume what our country should need when the reality is, most of Malaysia are simply not ready for change.

I guess my thought process at the moment would be that if change or first world-ism is what you after, then do your part and help out other communities to be at par with what you are so that change can take effect.
Yang Safia On Friday, July 5, 2013
Last night was amazingly fun!

My new friend Shaff, whom I worked with at Teach For Malaysia, took the lead for my farewell dinner party but he figured it would be an awesome opportunity for all of his friends to gather. Apparently this guy is Mr Popular since he has so many different circles of friends. I really didn't expect to be co-host and to be honest, I was a pretty lame host anyway because I didn't do anything. Except dragging some of my friends along!

At one point, it felt like a mixer because some of us who will not be named are in it to meet perspective life partners. It was all too fun. Haha!



Complimentary food shot of what I ate last night.






Emeera looking so cheeky while Shaff...Typical. 



My partner-in-crime over the past 3 months. Ready to create havoc at Institute this coming October!



Sangeet Mithra! I find her name so purrdyyy. And a beautiful soul too.







Teach For Malaysia crew! Complimentary with the official hand logo! =_=



Teach for Malaysia interns FTW!




Noelle! I find her crazy for majoring in Math! BA in Mathematics. Can't get anymore legit than that!


My phone was clearly taken over by these two at some point.



The Hosts



SinSeanne



As my dad calls us: My Orang Kampung sans Shira. 



My homie from Dunedin! Reunion!



Faces of Adam:


Typical


Sikit macam Bieber.






Both perspectives. SinSeanne was sharing her experiences in the US with Shaza.





This picture describes Shaff in a nutshell: Cheeseball with a surprising sweet centre!




2014 Teach For Malaysia Fellows: Safwan and I shared our worries and excitement over this 2-year journey we're both about to embark on this October.

The highlight of my night was definitely seeing my different circle of friends converged which made me see how small the world is. You seriously can't believe how many mutual friends all of us have! :O

PS: A lot of people who got the invite were confused over the title of the event. First of all, I didn't come up with the name as Shaff had full control of the planning. Some people thought we were getting engaged but trying to act all casual about it. Some thought it was a birthday party. Well some of us didn't mind the presents of course! HAHA!
Yang Safia On Tuesday, July 2, 2013
So I'm finally addressing the issue here. If you haven't noticed, this blog has been quite quiet this year and I really do apologize. My life has been a roller coaster so far and it keeps on changing and sometimes, it is quite hard to keep up with it. That's adulthood (?) for you. I have a new set of worries now, a new set of people that I care about and a new set of goals. I really don't think I'm the same Yang Safia six months ago on my graduation or the same Yang 3 months ago when I started my internship at Teach For Malaysia. While I do plan to revolve this post around what I have discovered throughout my 3-month stint at TFM, I kind of want to explore what life has generally revealed itself to me.

You see, I go through an existential crisis quite often especially now that I am no longer a student. While I think I fared quite well compared to other people since I have a plan; the question of your purpose in this world can never escape you. I don't work well with uncertainties so what usually happens is I get angry. I get so angry for a period of time until I manage to get something rolling. I'm not a person to mull over things for a long time because I like decisions...decisions that are followed with actions. But sometimes you know good things just come to those who wait. You gotta let the pie bake before you take it out of the oven. And I suck at that. I just hate waiting.

The past 3 months at Teach For Malaysia was a blur and I was pretty much out there doing stuff that I know I needed to do. I didn't have much time to think about my existence and its purpose. However towards the end of it, I hit a HUGE wall that drove me back into an EC. The internship allowed me to visit some high need schools in Malaysia and that opened my eyes about my country. I realized that I've been living in a bubble (a pretty bubble at that) all my life. Now I won't be too hard on myself but the experience really made me question my purpose in life. For one, I'm not sure whether I want to be involved in theatre anymore. I'm not sure if I want to direct even. And now I'm more gung-ho than ever to work on my Masters and Phd so that I can fully teach. But what resulted out of that is a confused person who felt that she lost a bit of herself.

So now here I am, more resolved that ever to not be as selfish as I was before. I view theatre as a selfish endeavour for myself and while I can (and many theatre people will argue) say that theatre can impact society and create change, I'm starting to question its practicality. 

But now I'm confused. 



It seems to me at this point I want to give and help people with something practical like quality education but in that process I've given up on theatre; one of my greater passions. Won't I lose a part of my identity? Won't I cease to exist if I give up my identity for the greater good? Then that would be a true existential crisis wouldn't it?

Sigh.

Anyway I thought I had shit figured out before I wrote this post but I ended up more confused that ever. I'm not looking for signs or answers right now. I don't need people telling me what to do. I just want to sit this one out and let it come to me naturally. I'm just going to go with the original plan (maybe with a few tweaks here and there) and regain back my focus. I need to get my mojo back. 

REAL LIFE UPDATE: 

I'm on a 3-month holiday before my Fellowship starts. I'm determined to get some major R&R but it has only been my 2nd day and I'm already losing my marbles. Haha. Clearly the idle and domestic life is not for me. 

This blog will surely be buzzin now that I have more time! I've got some old and overdue projects in the works so look out for those! :D
Yang Safia On
It's been a long while. Hello. I'm not going to waste time explaining why I've been absent as of late so I'm just going to jump right into it. (Man it feels so good to write....so good!)

Throughout my internship at Teach For Malaysia, I actually volunteered to work at Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre on weekends. I helped Mark De Silva, a Malaysian playwright, with his children cast over the weekends. Long story short, I ended helping him manage the kids' section of the performance for the Child Aid Asia (CAA) event in late May.

CAA is an annual charity event where all proceeds will go to an Arts scholarship for underprivileged children. It is a collaboration between Japan, Malaysia and Singapore so naturally, all performers are from those 3 countries. It was Malaysia's turn to host CAA so they had it at KLPAC.

Aside from my experiences in New Zealand, I've never been a part of a professional production before. So it was a huge honour to just observe everything and helped out in any way I can.

One of the biggest highlights for me was definitely meeting Dato Faridah Merican, a Malaysian theatre icon. I introduced myself and we talked for a bit. A woman with a strong presence, I hope one day I can be like her. Or better. :D

The Actor's Studio Children Ensemble. Incredibly talented kids!


Warm up session before the rehearsal.





The Set Up











Yang Safia On Sunday, June 9, 2013
I'm feeling very juvenile for posting these up but I don't care!! I've been perusing tumblr for hours because of these two. Those moments when you see me snickering like a weirdo at my phone, you can bet that I'm stalking these two! (My life is not that exciting I realize.)

I don't want to suffer from intense feels by posting endless pictures of these two so I'm just going to stick with one each. x_x


Zachary Quinto




Benedict Cumberbatch


I turned 23 the other day and I see no changes in my fangirling tendencies. YESSSSSS!
Yang Safia On Thursday, June 6, 2013
How cute are they? Massive shout outs to Yin Li, Adam and Shafiq!!!




Thank you everyone! :D